i went to the U Belt church today w/ my family. it's the church's 21st anniversary. and also a send-off for my folks. it was pretty cool. lotsa people came and then there was food. too much food. i was stuffed.

then i went home.

then i went to glorietta to meet up w/ delj & kristie to watch dance performances by different dance groups (crew, allstars, etc.). i saw will there. he hosted the show.

check dis. Nu Origin is here in the philippines. they performed too. it was a very cool one. pretty old skool. they rocked.

and then the 3 of us watched D'Anothers. haha. but before that...

delj: "ayaaan, wedding crashers!"
kris: "eh napanood na ni eauj yan eh."
delj: "talaga?"
eauj: "yea. pero okay lang."
delj: "iba na lang."
kris: "yan kaya...Ma-kee-nist?"
delj: "oh...Ma-kee-nist. okay ba yan?"
eauj: "Machinist."

bloopers talaga. haha. here's another one..

eauj: "yun kaya? D'Anothers."
delj: "uy. sige! kris?"
kris: "(kristie being the atenean girl type..)huh? ano ba yun?"
eauj: "tagalog."
kris: "SIGE!!"

haha.

delj: "bilis! baka may makakita sa aten."

anyway, the movie didn't have much sense. but it sure was funny. the 2 were really laughing their guts out. me? i had a hard time laughing. i chewed & swallowed a jalapeño and breathed at the same time. the jalapeño came from delj's nachos. so there. it burned my throat. but the movie's really funny. :-s

now i'm home. kinda hungry. but i'm sleeping in a while. i might go to planet infinity tomorrow morning w/ my folks. nytie.

had a long day yesterday. i picked up kristie & sarah to go to the T office for their vtrs. it went ok. then i went to galleria to see erick. saw my folks there too w/ raymond, my...2nd or 3rd cousin, i think.

i was chatting & texting w/ delj that day inviting us galle people to hang out w/ them at ABS. i thought i could go but that night, nobody from galle really wanted to. so i decided not to go. but i knew i had to..for some reason. a very important one. fortunately, janelle's alright w/ it and so the both of us did. we had a hard time finding the place. their instructions weren't too clear but anyway, we got there, and i just realized that that's the same place where i sometimes work out. the cafe where they were was just beside the gym. and so we get there. they were all there. mike soch, joshboni, marco, kristie, delj, marc, andi, camille, etc. and so there..

delj stood up to hug jan. i was sitting there and then she comes over, sits across me. and then one of the most memorable conversations of my life began.

can't really be too specific. but it was a good one. coz we haven't really talked ever since the competition and there's been a lot of negative things that happened regarding the individual members, especially the both of us. and so, i'm glad we had it settled already.

i had a class this morning. super fun. had like 10 or 11 students w/c is already a lot. hehe.

now, i'm very tired. so sleepy, my body aches from heck knows what. i just got home from a family reunion.

i hope i'm making sense... i don't think i am but... i sure hope i do... but heck. who cares..

after several days/weeks of being too uptight and ish, i now feel a little bit more at ease to make myself visible to the world. especially to this poor journal.

a lot had happened already. but i don't wanna talk much about it since it's all over now. now i'm starting to think of what to do next. i got a couple in mind. i hope God will be gracious enough to make things work this time.

lately i've been getting a lot of "congratulations" from different people...and i don't find it pleasant. matter of fact, i think it's insulting. were they even there to witness what happened? we frickin' lost, people. heard that? L-O-S-T.

i'd rather have them say nothing at all.

but y'know it's all good. i'm sure it happened for a reason. and i just think it ended the way it had to. with how keen they were in organizing the whole event and how perfect the judging was and most especially how excellent the hosting was. boy. things couldn't have been better. bravowww.

i really felt bad for the team. the vision was really big. everyone was hopeful. phrrt. turned out to be one heck of a hoax. now what? everybody gets back to his & her own bizniz. as if nothing really happened.

now i don't know what's gonna happen w/ this team. i'm sure each one of them has his or her own ish. i'm probably the only one thinking about what's next, and the way i think about it makes me seem like a pessimist. i heard that brian's going to dubai, and cy & wee's w/ L Crew. so i don't really know. this ish might just go down the drain.

no more FlipThrillaz, i guess.

but who knows..

now i'm trying to get myself into other stuff. this whole ishy experience made me think about how important & valuable money is. haha.

by the way, i'm starting this small group thingy again. i got this guy earlier from church. he seems cool. at least i'm back to discipling. feels good. thanks to erick for pushing me. hehe.

i know i sounded crappy, but i'm perfectly fine now. just really had to let that out. but please, no congratulations. hehe. i am not pleased whenever i hear that. i get pissed. payce.

i saw some of the AllStars member today in galleria. i think a couple of them recognized me.

well, didn't really wanna talk about much. just really had to jot one down here.

peace.

it's quiet.

are those bats or crickets i hear?

i should be a superhero.

or maybe not.

i just got home from capone's. i stink. i smell like beer & smoke. went there w/ ca, daphne, bach, tiff, & yda. the entrance was supposed to be P300 but thankfully ca got us in for free...since the bar's her kuya's, i guess. anyway, it was fun. it was barbie's cradle's last gig as a group coz i think barbie's going solo. and then rivermaya, of course.

ca probably has no idea how much i admire her brother. i used to be an avid rivermaya fan back in elementary & high school and one of the reasons is because i thought mark escueta's really good looking & cool & that i also wanted to play the drums. the drums didn't like me much though and eventually i got over the rivermaya fantasy...ever since bamboo left. but anyways, i still think he rocks. being always the cool person that he is.

today's been a fun day. yesterday, actually. since it's exactly 2:11am already. i was on time for my ENLI2 class. we had a quiz & i got a perfect score. 14 out of 10. hehe. (4pts is bonus.) during the break i bought an P80 NYFD Grande w/ honey mustard dip. it was so good.

after that i realized i had time before meeting ca so i watched batman by myself. good golly miss molly i never thought i'd be a fan again after Adam West resigned as Batman. Maaan, Christian Bale's the Man. and the movie, Fantabulous.

now i'm thinkin' of quitting this dancing ish.

who knows? i could be better of as a superhero. :D

<i>"To conquer fear, you must be fear.."</i>

fataytayojaaaan... :D